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Erick Jason
Key Club | D3 South Wolves
D3S News Editor | Secretary
JMHS'13 | 121395XVI

"Have you ever felt like so much pressure is on you? Especially, when you're the only child of your parents and you don't want to disappoint them? Do you ever feel so lonely that you sometimes want to cry? I'm sorry if I'm wasting your time.."
asked by Anonymous

LOL I wish you weren’t anon then. 
Well to answer your question, yes to all of those.

However, I feel like my mom already gives up on me, so the pressure is kind of alleviated. Sort of. 

"Are you the only child?"
asked by Anonymous

Yes.

Nothing to be done Man, today was so lazy. It was a mental health day. With some Key Club work and oh SAT. Everyone was out, while I’m stuck at home. I should clean my room.
Me (talking about Key Club business): Hello __________, It has come to my attention that .... Please make sure to include the following ... I hope you are enjoying a wonderful ....
Me (talking about anything else): AYYYY WDUUUUP NIGGAAA
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Track Name: The Reckless And The Brave
Artist: All Time Low
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punkrockmermaid: Ten Things To Do When You Feel Like Crap: 1. Have a really hot, long shower. Cry if you need to. Sit on the ground. Feel sorry for yourself. Let the steam soak into your skin. Let the hot water wash your face clean. But the moment you turn off that water, you are done feeling sorry for yourself. Make a decision to move on from that sadness. 2. Clean. I know, cleaning is boring and annoying - but how about that feeling you get when you are finished? The smell of the vacuum. That feeling of accomplishment? Who knows, you might even find money along the way. Totally worth it. It’s like starting with a clean slate. 3. Call a friend you haven’t spoken to for a while. If your first choice doesn’t pick up, choose someone else. Ask them all about how their lives are going and tell them about yours. Not only will it take your mind off whatever crappy thing you have been plagued by, but you will laugh with them! Laughing triggers endorphins and endorphins make you happy! 4. Go for a run or a walk. This get’s your endorphins and dopamine going crazy. You will get more energy and more happiness just because the chemicals in your body are running around! 5. Stop and take it all in. Walking in the night? Stop and look at the stars. Breathe in the cold air. Feel alive.  6. Stop whining. Ever heard the saying “love life and life will love you back”? Or, the idea of the power of attraction? It’s true! If you sit around saying “why me, waaaaa waaaa” then bad things will happen to you. You’re already defeated. If you start saying, “I will be happy, I will accomplish my ambitions, I will find love, I do look amazing, I am a great friend” etc., then not only will you start to believe them but you will be amazed at what amazing things start to happen. 7. Drink tea. This always works. Not a tea fan? Try hot water with a slice of lemon and some agave syrup.  8. Make a conscious decision to stop holding certain grudges. We all have people we have held grudges on in the past. Let them go. If you feel like you owe this person an apology, don’t be too proud. Send them a sincere facebook apology. Sincerity is in the intent, so even if it’s a 2 sentence apology - as long as you mean it it’s worth it.  9. Cook some really nice, warm food. Stimulate your taste buds with anything as simple as two minute noodles or as lavish as a three course garlic bread, pasta bake, chocolate mousse triple combo.  10. Write down a list of goals to achieve for the week. As simple as “buy insect repellent” or as large as “jog for 25 minutes non stop” and tick them off when they’re done. You will feel very accomplished and that alone will help pep up your mood!
Vent:

Honestly, at this point I just hope I don’t disappoint anyone. I’ve been appointed and elected into the positions I hold now that it stresses me out when I’m compared to someone “better” than me. 

They say in every term it is inevitable that someone will be replaced, I hope that’s not me… 

XXI

I feel bad for my mom. I really do. She has to deal with a son who is such a failure, and I’m her only child so she has no other child to be proud of. She works her butt off as a a nurse to fund my expensive pallet, but I give her nothing in return, well nothing she considers relevant. I just feel bad all in all. I’m such a failure that I don’t see why I still live. 

Everything tonight just makes me feel like crap. 

shutupandflyy: My Childhood 101
Things to do:

  • Check over submissions
  • Finish my Secretary work

Too lazy to think about school, this is only KC work. 

"if d3 nvr split id be more proud w/ allen as the editor js"
asked by Anonymous

I already know Allen is better than me, but I’m Division 3 South’s News Editor and I’m completely different from him.